Finally I am back home after 13 days of torturing!! In fact my gynae did not agree to let me go home... her intention is to let me stay till labour! C'mon manz... she did say that she will allow me to if my result is higher than the expected limit! Have done numerous monitoring over there & all along the results are consistent except one parameter.

The scan is to be performed on every Mon & Thurs... the result was still low on Monday monitoring... able to achieve only 4.8 whereas the baseline is 6.0. However yesterday's scan was 7.93!! My hubby & I are so overjoyed & even the sonographer who is the specialist in this field said that there's nothing wrong with the levels at all & v surprised Y I need to stay! She is not a woman of WORDS!!! WTF!!! My hubby heard that as well... She did say that if I am able to achieve > 6.0, she will let me home!!! Maybe she never come across a case when the level is low, it will go above the limit ba...I understand that if the result is unsatitisfactory, I have every reason to stay, but we see no point of staying there if the result is okay! She simply does not understand the point that staying there for 8 weeks is simply a torture... she thinks there really a 6 star hotel meh??? So pissed off! I am v willing to go back for regular monitoring even though the result is okay now. And the point is... I may not be delivering next month if everything goes back to normal... imagine I need to stay down there for more than 2 months.... I think I will have prenatal depression!!! Simply crazy! Hahaha.... yesterday was the very very 1st time I have such a strong urge of leaving & I stayed soooo firm during the reasoning... now I clearly understand when one is being forced to the wall... he/she can do anything...

Anyway back home! 1st thing I did... fed the fishes... it really saddens me to see no more koi inside the big fish tank...now it looks really empty without her :( Only 4 fishes left in the tank... maybe will get new friends for them as the time goes by... see how it goes.

I gota many things to do over the next few days... I want to complete everything before the next Wed's appointment to prepare for the worst. Purchase the remaining items, done up the bb's room... packing etccc... so many things to worry & yet unable to do anything over the stay there! During these 2 weeks, my hubby has been really supportive... & I can see that he is so miserable in the absence of me at home... haha... at least gain something that $$$ can't be bought... that is the stronger bonds among us.