A leopard won't change its spot??? How true this holds? Most often, I will give people the benefits of its doubts, but towards this particular person, X... I already gave up! 2 very bad encounters... this was enough to ruin everything. Highly sensitive personality... not able to accept sincere remarks/comments... self centered & super attitude nature, I wonder how I can tahan for so many years! Finally my volcano erupts.... haha... no longer so accomodating. Well did meet up very recently... sorry to say... no more sparks... in fact I dreaded this meet-up...what a tradegy!
Well... in fact X never change a bit, I am the one who change... finally able to knock some sensible senses into myself. I am so glad!
Labels: thoughts. feelings
The format of the blog is still not back to its normal state... I am trying very hard to type... eh looks funny when this appears on the screen I am typing now... lower left of the screen, the size is so mini....Nevermind, as long as it appears "normal" in the final post, I am fine with it. I am not a very fussy person afterall. =)
Time really flies... what date is today? 23rd July 09... I got 3 more working days to go before bidding the real sayonara to a place where I stayed for 7 years... in fact I should be gone with the wind on 14th July 09... I am quite puzzled by the extension to so-called pay back the no. of days which I took for my surgery... I have never heard of such a policy existing... but well I did not resist... simply because I want to take the opportunity to spend more time with nice colleagues & of course my precious left-right hand ... it's a norm that not everyone in the company is nice, this goes without saying... but overall I am fortunate to have so many nice people surrounding me and they are always rendering me with lots of help throughout my stay here...with this I am really grateful and feel indebted especially to "没人帮"， " "老夫子" & ＂ＬＩＭＥ＂they are the ones who have witnessed my turning point from the very 1st day I was here. My definition of "turning point" here refers to the stages of life from 20 plus - young & slim to 30 plus - mature & of cos' no longer slim anymore.... how sad! They are indeed the "old birds" sooo experienced and gone through alot -＂吃盐比我吃米多＂- Frankly I was very scared when I 1st joined - all old birdies...at least twice my age... OMG... how to work and how on earth will they listen to someone so young and just graduated from school! I can't imagine how I am going to survive here. My ex-boss is ..hmm...how should I put it? Is really "恐怖＂type.... I learnt this description from my left hand...haha... Because of her notorious act... I often had nightmares... I had dreamt of her on several occasions! Simply put it this way.... her expectation was super duper high and her mood swings was like 360 deg C - just like the "milkshake" in Sunway Lagoon Theme Park! This was indeed something that's very killing... I felt being tortured and wanted to flee so badly... Come to think of it after she had left, I was in fact grateful to her ... I learnt to be independent and equipped with the essential survival skills in working life and also managed to explore alternate ways of learning through people. I still remembered vividly that ~ 5 yrs back when I was still under her torture, I told myself this: "if ever I have subordinates in future, I will never going to treat them the way I was being treated before... I want to be someone whom they can rely on and have an open communication with"... I am not sure whether I have done this well but I am dead sure I have put in my best effort to do so...
Moral of the story I have learnt during my 7 years of stay:
Always treat people with due respect.... even if they are just a small fry or ikan bilis, they are important and should gain equal respects.
Enough of my thoughts & sharings today, shall continue soon....Labels: thoughts. feelings, work
